"Anxiety"

You don’t know whats its like

To walk a mile in my shoes.

Obstacles? I’ve had my share.

But, anxiety? Nothing can compare.

One thought, like a spark,

Sets my world on fire.

Nothing specific, but simple

And my emotions go wild.

It starts with heat and nerves.

There’s a tingling feeling in my feet.

My heart begins to race,

Muscles tighten and I clench my teeth.

Sometimes I cry,

Sometimes I faint.

Worry has become my biggest fear,

A picture I can’t paint.

Doctors say it’s the chemicals in my brain..

Misfiring.

The meds have yet to work.

I think the misunderstanding of it all is what makes it worse.

Something beyond my control,

Caused by absolutely nothing.

My lack of patience is taking its toll.

But, I’m learning to relax. Atleast, it is something.